B started his first work up in a while this week. I thought it was going to be easy, I thought it was going to be a breeze, but it has been only 2 days and I am already going nuts! I do not know how I did 2 deployments in one year already, when I am struggling with two days. I guess it must be that I have been so spoiled these past few months. We have been able to travel and see each other once a month at least, except this month. So maybe this is why I am so sad and having such a rough time.
(B a few weeks ago)
I am sure I will be fine. I will get readjusted. I survived 2; I can most definitely survive again. And not to mention once he gets home from this next deployment, HE IS OUT! Most likely anyways - his thoughts as of now. We can move away and life will be great!
Off to some more studying - which seems to be all my life consists of these past few weeks.
Happy Hump Day! (or whats left of it)